1 month ago with Notes
drunk from the hate;

An unlikely friend turns up one day, you dont really think much of it. Someone who’ll probably be a friend for awhile, maybe a few weeks then you won’t talk anymore. Then you start to realised the many things you have in common and slowly you start to realise that maybe this person is actually someone who is a long term friend.

However there’s always this hesitation. Letting yourself in to so many other friends who in the end just leaves you once they have better friends, or maybe you had a fight with them and no matter how hard you try, you just can’t be that close again. You’ve been hurt once, twice so why do you want to be hurt again?

Maybe its stupid, it’s only friends, you shouldnt let it bother you to much but obviously it still does and everyone has feelings.